Well, I have no one to talk to, mainly because I am at work so, I have this blog to work with. Anyway, vet called and after I spent almost 200 Saturday I now must spend another 60 or 70 to pin down that it is a thyroid condition Magic has. That explains the heart murmur and weight loss, and it is treatable. Diagnosis could have been worse, she could have had a serious heart problem which costs upward of 400 dollars. Almost 300 is more than enough. I am running out of options to afford vet visits and in Oct will probably be working part-time again. As much as I hate to, I need the money worse than seeing family and friends or having free time. They say you shouldn't write things down right away, that you should wait a couple days, then do it. I just don't have any perspective right now.